And Now What?

My newest book of poetry is now available, While Death Waits.

It has been almost three years since I published my last collection of poetry (These Words Believe in Ghosts).

I wrote almost 300 poems in the time between the books. While Death Waits has only 62 of those poems. I have written about 100 blog posts in that time. Produced 7 seasons of my podcast For Love of Lyrics (season 8 in the works). And my son and I have done 40 episodes of The Creative Moment podcast. Been a guest on Dr. Michael Ingram’s Quintessential Listening: Poetry Online Radio podcast twice. I have also been on Josh Grant’s Diabolic Shrimp show, twice!

I also taught poetic lessons for Move Me Poetry for their Teach Me Tuesday event. I have competed in two slam contests. Attended a handful of open mics in town (they have suspended the open mic nights for now). 

And nothing has really changed.

Why am I sharing this info with you? Two reasons.

The first is I am honored to have done so many cool things. To meet people like Dr. Michael Ingram and Josh Grant. To build community with the poets at Move Me Poetry. 

I have strengthened my poetry by stepping out of my comfort zone by competing in poetry slams and designing lessons. 

I have been able to have deep conversations with my son and share my love of lyrics with people through podcasting.

I have written some cool poetry (yes, this is a plug for my book).

But I wouldn’t have done these things if I wasn’t chasing a dream. My life is richer because of my pursuit of being an author, being a poet people recognize.

But that is also the second reason I am writing this blog post. Nothing has really changed. I am still basically an unknown poet, unknown writer. Chasing dreams is hard. It challenges your convictions. Calls forth doubt like a sudden winter storm that draws out tears like slivers from your heart. The weight of fear and frustration wears me down, so I write about it…

which spurs me forward in chasing my dream of making a difference in this world with my words and leads to opportunities that I would never have if I didn’t chase this dream.

I’m excited to see what will be next… of course, I’ll write about it, so stay tuned.

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3 responses to “And Now What?

  1. Using my fears and darkest moments as fuel for my writing has changed my writing profoundly and brought me through situations I wasn’t sure I would get through.

    Those have also been the pieces that seem to have touched readers most.

    I guess, it always boils down to authenticity and integrity, although we are often told differently.

    I loved your recent videos, Jamey, and suspected they might have been inspired by the idea of poetry slam.

    • Writing has always been a way to give a voice to our inner self. It’s scary at times to do that at times. That authenticity builds a connection with others because we feel where the writing comes from. It takes courage to write that way, I see those moments in your works!
      Yes, the videos are my way of trying to work on ‘delivery’… I score well but didn’t make finals, and this summer there will be a slam competition to represent my state at nationals..
      I appreciate you taking time to reply. 🙂

  2. atimetoshare.me's avatar atimetoshare.me

    Good for you. I’ve dabbled a little in poetry. I find it to be very cathartic. Looking for meaningful words and transforming them into thoughts help release stress.

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